I'm worried about her, i saw her sad face while leaving from office, leaving her alone, should have talked to her or stayed until she leaves, but she won't talk to me ... tough situation but then im also worried about myself, my life, my own barriers that i've created around myself
How less exposure i have of female gender, that a single girl who talks so nicely with everyone, i've attached some of my feelings with her, even after knowing she is someone's else, i can't stop thinking of her, it's not like she is best in the world or something else but still, i like talking to her and i want to talk to her everyday for a wish of being a little important to her That need of having a place of me in her life .. but its completely stupid
im too much swayed by such feelings everyday, i remind myself of being in present, not think about anything this much, not to attach myself too much to anything, but its tough, being single till now, even though im just 22 but still ive seen people getting so much love around myself so early in their life, it hurts that i'll die without even recieving some love from someone but who knows what is there in my life further
i tried reading book after reaching home from office, rn 21:26 pm listening this slow song and writing stupid stuff that's all bye